01UndatedAnd whatever my life had been up to that day, it was another life after that. And that is the gospel truth.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
02UndatedIt is not history. But I am beginning to wonder strongly what is the nature of history. Is it only memory in decent sentences, and if so, how reliable is it? I would suggest, not very. And that therefore most truth and fact offered by these syntactical means is treacherous and unreliable. And yet I recognise that we live our lives, and even keep our sanity, by the lights of this treachery and this unreliability, just as we build our love of country on these paper worlds of misapprehension and untruth. Perhaps this is our nature, and perhaps unaccountably it is part of our glory as a creature, that we can build our best and most permanent buildings on foundations of utter dust.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
03UndatedI was well aware how famously or infamously secretive these old institutions can be, no more than ourselves, a mixture of worry, lost power, perhaps even concern. That the truth may not always be desirable, that one thing leads to another thing, that facts not only lead forward to resolution, but backwards into the shadows, and sometimes into the various little hells we make for each other.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
04UndatedI suppose therefore God is the connoisseur of filthied hearts and souls, and can see the old, the first pattern in them, and cherish them for that.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
05UndatedAfter all the world is indeed beautiful and if we were any other creature than man we might be continuously happy in it.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
06UndatedIt is always worth itemising happiness, there is so much of the other thing in a life, you had better put down the markers for happiness while you can.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
07UndatedThe world begins anew with every birth, my father used to say. He forgot to say, with every death it ends. Or did not think he needed to. Because for a goodly part of his life he worked in a graveyard.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
08UndatedI wanted to listen to him, but I did not want to answer now. That strange responsibility we feel towards others when they speak, to offer them the solace of any answer. Poor humans! And anyway he had not asked a question. He was merely floating there in the room, insubstantial, a living man in the midst of life, dying imperceptibly on his feet, like all of us.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
09UndatedI am old enough to know that time passing is just a trick, a convenience. Everything is always there, still unfolding, still happening. The past, the present, and the future, in the noggin eternally, like brushes, combs and ribbons in a handbag.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
10UndatedIt is always worth itemizing happiness, there is so much of the other thing in a life, you had better put down the markers of happiness while you can.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
11UndatedThe human animal began as a mere wriggling thing in the ancient seas, struggling out onto land with many regrets. That is what brings us so full of longing to the sea.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
12UndatedFour men killed that day. The phrase sat up in Willie's head like a rat and made a nest for itself thereSebastian Barry / quote ↗
14UndatedHe was shivering like a Wicklow sheepdog in a snowy yard, though the weather was officially 'clement'.The first layer of clothing was his jacket, the second his shirt, the third his long-johns, the fourth his share of lice, the fifth his share of fear.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
15UndatedRoseanne, Roseanne, if I called to you now, my own self calling to my own self, would you hear me? And if you could hear me, would you heed me?Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
18UndatedAnd what else could we have come here for, except to sense these tiny victories? Not the big victories that crush and kill the victor. Not the wars and civil ructions, but the saving grace of a Hollandaise sauce that has escaped all the possibilities of culinary disaster and is being spread like a yellow prayer on a plump cod steak - victoriously.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
19UndatedBut I had no idea what I looked like. Children may feel epic and large to theyselves and yet be only scraps to view.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
21UndatedI rose and moved towards him. You would have done the same yourself. It is an ancient matter. Something propels you towards sudden grief, or perhaps also sometimes repels. You move away. I moved towards it, I couldn't help it.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
22UndatedI wonder if I were to have an X-ray at the little hospital, would the machine see my grief? Is it like rust, arheum about the heart?Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
23UndatedThe real comfort is that the history of the world contains so much grief that my small griefs are edged out, and are only cinders at the borders of the fire. I am saying this again because I want it to be true.Sebastian Barry / quote ↗
24Undatedwith ringworm, lice bites, and a million bugs. Men so sick they are dyingSebastian Barry / quote ↗
