01c. 1968 ADBut he won’t let the pain blot out the humor no more’n he’ll let the humor blot out the pain.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
03c. 1968 ADIt's the truth, even if it didn't happen......if they don't exist, how can a man see them?Ken Kesey / quote ↗
04c. 1968 ADI been silent so long now it’s gonna roar out of me like floodwaters and you think the guy telling this is ranting and raving my God; you think this is too horrible to have really happened, this is too awful to be the truth! But, please. It’s still hard for me to have a clear mind thinking on it. But it’s the truth even if it didn’t happen.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
05c. 1968 ADWe'd just shared the last beer and slung the empty can out the window at a stop sign and were just waiting back to get the feel of the day, swimming in that kind of tasty drowsiness that comes over you after a day of going hard at something you enjoy doing -- half sunburned and half drunk and keeping awake only because you wanted to savor the taste as long as you could.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
06c. 1968 ADOne of the dumbest things you were ever taught was to write what you know. Because what you know is usually dull. Remember when you first wanted to be a writer? Eight or ten years old, reading about thin-lipped heroes flying over mysterious viny jungles toward untold wonders? That's what you wanted to write about, about what you didn't know. So. What mysterious time and place don't we know?", December 31, 1989)]Ken Kesey / quote ↗
07c. 1968 ADThe stars up close to the moon were pale they got brighter and braver the farther they got out of the circle of light ruled by the giant moonKen Kesey / quote ↗
08c. 1968 ADOne of the dumbest things you were ever taught was to write what you know. Because what you know is usually dull. Remember when you first wanted to be a writer? Eight or ten years old, reading about thin-lipped heroes flying over mysterious viny jungles toward untold wonders? That's what you wanted to write about, about what you didn't know. So. What mysterious time and place don't weKen Kesey / quote ↗
10c. 1968 ADHe couldn't seem to get his teeth into anything. Except books. The things in books was darn near more real to him than the things breathing and eating.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
11c. 1968 ADI don't think you fully understand the public, my friend; in this country, when something is out of order, then the quickest way to get it fixed is the best way.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
12c. 1968 ADI'm accustomed to being top man. I been a bull goose catskinner for every gyppo logging operation in the Northwest and bull goose gambler all the way from Korea, was even bull goose pea weeder on that pea farm at Pendleton -- so I figure if I'm bound to be a loony, then I'm bound to be a stompdown dadgum good one.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
13c. 1968 AD. . .sometimes reading the same page over and over, until one sleepy afternoon something clicked, like a lock unlocking, and she saw those printed doors swing open on a vast house of words.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
15c. 1968 ADI discovered at an early age that I was - shall we be kind and say different? It's a better, more general word than the other one... I got sick... It was the feeling that the great, deadly pointing forefinger of society was pointing at me - and the great voice of millions chanting, "Shame. Shame. Shame." It's society's way of dealing with someone different.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
16c. 1968 ADSociety is what decides who's sane and who isn't, so you got to measure up.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
17c. 1968 ADI don't think I can give you an answer. Oh, I could give you Freudian reasons with fancy talk, and that would be right as far as it went. But what you want are the reasons for the reasons, and I'm not able to give you those. Not for the others, anyway. For myself? Guilt. Shame. Fear. Self-belittlement. I discovered at an early age that I was-- shall we be kind and say different? It's a better, more general world than the other one. I indulged in certain practices that our society regards as shameful. And I got sick. It wasn't the practices, I don't think, it was the feeling that the great, deadly, pointing forefinger of society was pointing at me--and the great voice of millions chanting, 'Shame. Shame. Shame.' It's society's way of dealing with someone different.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
18c. 1968 ADAll I know is this: nobody's very big in the first place, and it looks to me like everybody spends their whole life tearing everybody else down.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
20c. 1968 ADBut I remember one thing: it wasn't me that started acting deaf, it was people that first started acting like I was too dumb to hear or see or say anything at all.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
22c. 1968 ADYou had a choice: you could either strain and look at things that appeared in front of you in the fog, painful as it might be, or you could relax and lose yourselfKen Kesey / quote ↗
23c. 1968 ADI'd think, maybe he truly is something extraordinary. He's what he is, that's it. Maybe that makes him strong enough, being what he is.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
24c. 1968 AD...I think apparatus burned out all over the ward trying to adjust to her come busting in like she did-took electronic readings on her and calculated they weren't built to handle something like this on the ward, and just burned out, like machines committing suicide.Ken Kesey / quote ↗
