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..the thing about depression. When I feel it deeply, I don’t want to let it go. Itbecomes a comfort. I want to cloak myself under its heavy weight and breathe it into my lungs. I wantto nurture it, grow it, cultivate it. It’s mine. I want to check out with it, drift asleep wrapped in itsarms and not wake up for a long, long time.

..the thing about depression. When I feel it deeply, I don’t want to let it go. Itbecomes a comfort. I want to cloak myself under its heavy weight and breathe it into my lungs. I wantto nurture it, grow it, cultivate it. It’s mine. I want to check out with it, drift asleep wrapped in itsarms and not wake up for a long, long time.

Approximate author period: c. 1981 AD · modern

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Author or tradition
Stephanie Perkins
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Approximate author period: c. 1981 AD · modern
Approximate author-period anchor from documented birth year 1981; activity date not established; Wikidata Q16734402, https://www.wikidata.org/wiki/Q16734402 (accessed 2026-10-08). Not a quotation composition date.
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