01UndatedThe truth really does set you free — but what they don’t tell you is the process hurts like hell.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
02UndatedTex?” I whispered.“Yeah?”“Enemies or lovers right now?”He sighed and kissed my head. “Both, we’ll always be both.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
03UndatedToday I gave you an hour. A year ago I would have given you an eternity.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
04UndatedPeople will go through their entire lives justifying every damn decision…they’ll fight for all the wrong things, until finally the right thing stares at them square in the face. That’s when the choices start to matter. Because in the end, you’re a creature of habit. So you may want to choose right, but choose wrong in the end — because you’re so damn used to it. It’s tragic, then again, life’s tragicRachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
05UndatedIn life we always have some measure of control whether it be over our emotions or choices, but when it comes to cancer? The only thing you can control is how you respond to itRachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
06UndatedThe type of love that makes you want to laugh out loud—scream a bit—run in circles—and then repeat? Yeah that’s how I felt about Wes. Totally. Out. Of. Control. GiddinessRachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
07UndatedAll that damn therapy you made me go through — and sometimes, Dad, it takes going through hell to reach your heaven.” I looked at the door. “That bad huh?” “What?” “You like her that much?” “No.” I swallowed. “I love her.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
08UndatedEach stroke of your fingers is a different word that describes the story. By itself it’s meaningless, but—” I pushed down on a few fingers helping her play a few notes. “String them together and you have a melody. You have a story. So, Saylor, what story do you want to tell?Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
09UndatedEvery damn breath hurt like hell, but I kept Breathing too. I told myself it would be a privilege to breathe through pain like that for the rest of my life - just knowing each breath was a gift.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
10UndatedIt’s funny isn’t it? People claim to know what love is — yet the minute they’re given the opportunity to prove it — they bail.Because when I said love — I meant I bled for you. When the word love actually leaves my lips — I’m speaking it into existence. I’m empowering my soul — I’m joining with yours..Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
11UndatedPatience, Abigail. Patience."Abigail snorted. "Patience, right. I am known for having a great handle on the Fruits of the Spirit.""Interesting. I don't recall manipulation being a Biblical virtue.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
12UndatedI hurt all the damn time because my stupid heart has decided for one reason or another that it can't survive without being next to yours. -ChaseRachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
13UndatedI am not your sexless friend. I’m not your damn brother. I’m not your gay friend. And I sure as hell not am not thinking about anything right now except that your hands feel really good against my skin. So I’m going to kiss you, and you’re going to respond like the idea of my mouth on yours doesn’t make you want to cry – and you’ll like itRachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
14UndatedKissing you is terrifying, breathing your same air makes my knees weak, when I’m around you it’s a tie between wanting to chase you down – or just kiss you until you can’t breathe.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
15UndatedWatching someone you love go through difficult times is like being trapped in your own body but paralyzed. You want to yell at them, scream, help them, but your body won’t move, and you know that no matter how hard you try, in the end, the path is theirs to choose. You can’t choose for them. What a terrifying concept, especially considering we hardly see every option when we’re stuck in our own self-defeat.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
16UndatedIn the end… he would choose Campisi.In the end… she would choose Abandonato.In the end… there would be bloodshed.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
17UndatedGabe held my face between his hands. “What you two have — it’s a once in a lifetime — you fight for him, sweetheart. Fight for him with every last breath. No regrets, okay?Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
18UndatedIf life was perfect,how in the hell would v evr learn to depend on someone other dn ourselves?If anything,dt’s wat life’s taught me.D need to b perfect is stemmed in d very belief dt it’s actually something v cn achieve.Self-actualization —doesn’t exist.”“Does dt mean v don’t try then?” “No.” “It just means wen u reach end of ur rope,u shdn’t regret a damn thing,bt applaud urself for trying impossibleRachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
19UndatedThat's stupid." I laughed into his chest. "Boys can't save girls." "You're right." He kissed my temple. "It's the other way around.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
20UndatedIf I could take away his pain… If there was a way to transfer it from his soul onto mine. I would take it. Without hesitation I would take it all. Maybe that’s how you know you love someone. When you actually feel each tear they cry as if they were your own. When you feel each cut, each bruise, each hit as if you’re the one suffering. I bled for him.& in turn, he bled for her.Funny, how life comes full circleRachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
21UndatedSometimes by holding onto what you love the most — you end up choking the very life from the thing you want to keep on living. It’s possible to try too hard, to love something so deeply that you lose yourself. The danger is never in loving someone — but losing your identity in the process. Because what happens when tragedy strikes? You’re left an empty shell. You’re left with nothing.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
22UndatedMusic without passion is merely noise. A life without passion? You may as well be dead.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
23UndatedI was planning on giving them the sun and stars as well. It's kind of a package deal; therefore, the moon is for lovers. The stars are for partners. The sun ... for best friends.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗
24UndatedHow could I let a love go — one I’d been holding onto for so long — one that felt like home? It’s not easy to let go of the pieces, even though they’re the reason for my pain. I gripped them so hard that my blood fell like rain. But nothing, nothing could have prepared me for a new life with you — one I didn’t deserve, one I want to pursue.Rachel Van Dyken / quote ↗