01c. 1955 ADWe're all dreaming,” Arctor said. If the last to know he's an addict is the addict, then maybe the last to know when a man means what he says is the man himself, he reflected. He wondered how much of the garbage that Donna had overheard he had seriously meant. He wondered how much of the insanity of the day--his insanity--had been real, or just induced as a contact lunacy, by the situation. Donna, always, was a pivot point of reality for him; for her this was the basic, natural question. He wished he could answer.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
02c. 1955 ADBlade, she thought. I swallowed it; now cuts my loins forever. Punishment. Married to a Jew and shacking up with a German assassin. She felt tears again in her eyes, boiling. For all I have committed. Wrecked. 'Let's go,' she said, rising to her feet. 'The hairdresser.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
03c. 1955 ADPlease don't continually say I'm paranoid.Why?It makes me paranoid.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
04c. 1955 ADPerhaps if you know you are insane then you are not insane. Or you are becoming sane, finally.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
05c. 1955 ADBut, he thought, what does it mean, insane? A legal definition. What do I mean? I feel it, see it, but what is it?He thought, It is something they do, something they are. It is their unconsciousness. Their lack of knowledge about others. Their not being aware of what they do to others, the destruction they have caused and are causing. No, he thought. That isn't it. I don't know; I sense it, I intuit it. But -- they are purposelessly cruel... is that it? No, God, he thought. I can't find it, make it clear. Do they ignore parts of reality? Yes. But it is more. It is their plans. Yes, their plans. The conquering of the planets. Something frenzied and demented, as was their conquering of Africa, and before that, Europe and Asia.Their view; it is cosmic. Not a man here, a child there, but an abstraction : race, land. Volk. Land. Blut. Ehre. Not of honourable men but of Ehre itself, hounor; the abstract is real, the actual is invisible to them. Die Güte, but not good men, this good man. It is their sense of space and time.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
07c. 1955 ADIt is proper that technically qualified non-lunatics should sit in judgement on lunatics. How could things be otherwise?Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
08c. 1955 ADIt's easy for you people here; you live a safe, purposeless life, nothing to do, nothing to worry about.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
09c. 1955 ADNo structure, even an artificial one, enjoys the process of entropy. It is the ultimate fate of everything, and everything resists it.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
10c. 1955 ADCertainly it constitutes bad news when the people who agree with you are buggier than batshit.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
11c. 1955 ADHer smile increased. She had perfect white regular teeth; Irish, Juliana decided. Only Irish blood could give that jawline such femininity.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
12c. 1955 ADWe'll fight back, we'll fight back, we'll fight back," a man near Doctor Stockstill was chanting. Stockstill looked at him in astonishment, wondering who he would fight back against. Things were falling on them; did the man intend to fall back upward into the sky in some sort of revenge?Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
13c. 1955 ADAre―you dying?" she asked."Just can't breathe. This air.""Poor, poor―good lord. I've forgotten your name.""Hell of a thing.""Barney!"He clutched her."No! Don't stop!" She arched her back. Her teeth chattered."I wasn't going to," he said. "Oooaugh!"He laughed."Don't please laugh at me.""Not meant unkindly."A long silence, then. Then, "Oof.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
14c. 1955 ADThe household was pervaded by this atmosphere of a calm adult woman and a man who gave into animal impulses. She reported to him in great detail what her analyst ... said about his binges and his hostility; she used Charley's money to pay Dr. Andrews to catalog his abnormalities. And of course Charley never heard anything directly from the doctor; he had no way of keeping her from reporting what served her and holding back what did not. The doctor, too, had no way of getting to the truth of what she told him; no doubt she only gave him the facts that suited her picture, so that the doctor's picture of Charley was based on what she wanted him to know. By the time she had edited both going and coming there was little of it outside her control.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
15c. 1955 ADShe makes life over, he realized. She controls life, whereas I just sit on my can and let it happen to me.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
16c. 1955 ADOn one hand she seems so agile, so athletic, and yet I've seen her appear so awkward that it embarrassed me. She gives the impression of a hard, worldly adroitness, and in some situations she's like an adolescent: rigid with ancient, middle class attitudes, unable to think for herself, falling back on old verities...victim of her family teaching, shocked by what shocks people, wanting what people usually want. She wants a home, a husband, and her idea of a husband is a man who earns a certain amount of money, helps around the garden, does the dishes...the idea of a good husband that's found in This Week magazine; a viewpoint from the most ordinary stratum, that great ubiquitous world of family life, transmitted from generation to generation. Despite her wild language.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
17c. 1955 ADYou know what I think? I think you've picked up the Nazi idea that Jews can't create. That they can only imitate and sell. Middlemen.' He fixed his merciless scrutiny on Frink.'Maybe so,' Frink said.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
18c. 1955 ADI'm sorry," Leon said. "I can see you loved your two friends and you miss them, and maybe they're flying around somewhere in the sky, zipping here and there and being spirits and happy. But you and I and three billion other people are not, and until it changes here it won't be enough, Phil; not enough. Despite the supreme heavenly father. He has to do something for us here, and that's the truth. If you believe in the truth--well, Phil, that's the truth. The harsh, unpleasant truth.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
19c. 1955 ADI could see why she felt attracted to Sam K. Barrows. Birds of a feather, or rather lizards of a scale.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
20c. 1955 ADMaybe I'll go where I can see stars, he said to himself as the car gained velocity and altitude; it headed away from San Francisco, toward the uninhabited desolation to the north. To the place where no living thing would go. Not unless it felt that the end had come.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
21c. 1955 ADThe basic tool for the manipulation of reality is the manipulation of words. If you can control the meaning of words, you can control the people who must use the words.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
22c. 1955 ADScience fiction writers, I am sorry to say, really do not know anything. We can't talk about science, because our knowledge of it is limited and unofficial, and usually our fiction is dreadful.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗
23c. 1955 ADWe live in a society in which spurious realities are manufactured by the media, by governments, by big corporations, by religious groups, political groups. I ask, in my writing, 'What is real?' Because unceasingly we are bombarded with pseudo realities manufactured by very sophisticated people using very sophisticated electronic mechanisms.Philip K. Dick / quote ↗