01c. 1981 ADSo here's my theory, and this is such crap science, I don't have to tell you. It's science without microscopes, blood tests, or reality.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
02c. 1981 ADSome people envied Ronan’s money. Adam envied his time. To be as rich as Ronan was to be able to go to school and do nothing else, to have luxurious swathes of time in which to study and write papers and sleep. Adam wouldn’t admit it to anyone, least of all Gansey, but he was tired. He was tired of squeezing homework in between his part-time jobs, of squeezing in sleep, squeezing in the hunt for Glendower. The jobs felt like so much wasted time: In five years, no one would care if he’d worked at a trailer factory. They’d only care if he’d graduated from Aglionby with perfect grades, or if he’d found Glendower, or if he was still alive. And Ronan didn’t have to worry about any of that.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
03c. 1981 ADYou know what I mean. I'm telling you I was stupid over it. I thought it was about trying so hard to survive that you didn't have the time to be a good parent. Obviously, that's not it. Because you and I, we're both...wealthy in love.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
05c. 1981 ADThis is a love story. I never knew there were so many kinds of love or that love could make people do so many different things.I never knew there were so many different ways to say goodbye.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
06c. 1981 ADThis is sams phone" there was a long,heavy pause, and then: "oh." Another pause. "Youre the girl, arent you? The girl who was in my house?" I tried to think of what i might gain by denying it and drew a blank "yes" do you have a name?"do you?"he gave a short laugh that was completely without humor but not unpleasent. "I think i might like you. Im Beck.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
07c. 1981 ADMy wolf was a cute guy and he was holding my hand. I could die happy.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
08c. 1981 ADI knew he wouldn't come, but I howled anyway, and when I did, the other wolves would pass images of him to me of what he looked like: lithe, gray, yellow-eyed. I would pass back images of my own, of a wolf on the edge of the woods, silent and cautious, watching me. The images, clear as the slender-leaved trees in front of me, made finding him seem urgent, but I didn't know how to begin to look.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
09c. 1981 ADI remembered the pain as clearly as if I were shifting — the pain of loss. I felt the agony of the single moment that I lost myself. Lost what made me Sam. The part of me that could remember Grace's name.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
10c. 1981 ADSam came around the back of the car and stopped dead when he saw me. "Oh my God, what is that?"I used my thumb and middle finger to flick the multicoloured pom-pom on top of my head. "In my language, we call it a hat. It keeps my ears warm.""Oh my God," Sam said again, and closed the distance between us. He cupped my face in his hands and studied me. "It's horribly cute." He kissed me, looked at the hat, and then he kissed me again.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
11c. 1981 ADI gave her a look. “Rachel.”“Grace, you have to admit this is pretty weird. Say it. You disappearing from the hospital and Olivia is — and Sam suddenly shows up with you and, well, the freaky hallucinogenic mushrooms are looking more and more realistic, especially when you start talking about wolves. Because next step is for Isabel Culpeper to show up saying that everybody’s going to be abducted by aliens and I have to tell you,I can’t take that in my fragile emotional state. I think that —”I sighed. “Rachel.”“Fine,” she said. She threw her bag in the backseat and climbed in after.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
12c. 1981 ADYou're not going to die," I told her, lifting my head to look at her. "I'm not done writing songs about you yet.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
13c. 1981 ADI mean, we don’t have to worry about it until winter, anyway,” she said. “I was just wondering if you felt cured.”I didn’t know what to tell her. I didn’t feel cured. I felt like what Cole said —almost cured. A war survivor with a phantom limb. I still felt that wolf that I’d been: living in my cells, sleeping uneasily, waiting to be coaxed out by weather or a rush of adrenaline or a needle in my veins. I didn’t know if that was real or suggested. I didn’t know if one day I would feel secure in my skin, taking my human body for granted.“You look cured,” Grace said. Just her face was visible at the end of the shower curtain, looking in at me. She grinned and I yelled. Grace reached in just far enough to shut off the tap.“I’m afraid,” she said, whipping the shower curtain open all the way and presenting me with my towel, “this is the sort of thing you’ll have to put up with in your old age.” I stood there, dripping, feeling utterly ridiculous, Grace standing opposite, smiling with her challenge. There was nothing for it but to get over the awkwardness. Instead of taking the towel, I took her chin with my wet fingers and kissed her. Water from my hair ran down my cheeks and onto our lips. I was getting her shirt all wet, but she didn’t seem to mind. A lifetime of this seemed rather appealing. I said gallantly, “That better be a promise.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
15c. 1981 ADSam reached his hand toward mine, and I automatically put my fingers in his. With a guilty little smile, he pulled my hand toward his nose and took a sniff, and then another one. His smile widened, though it was still shy. It was absolutely adorable, and my breath got caught somewhere in my throat.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
16c. 1981 ADI never knew there were so many different ways to say good-byeMaggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
17c. 1981 ADI saw her face then, and I recognized something of myself in her expression. Her eyes flicked over the shelves, seeking possibilities for escape.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
18c. 1981 ADForever?"Sam's lips smiled, but above his grin, his yellow eyes turned sad, as if he knew it was a lie."Longer.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
19c. 1981 ADLong after the other voices had dropped away, Sam kept howling, very soft and slow.When he finally fell silent, the night felt dead. Sitting was intolerable. I stood up, paced, clenched and unclenched my hands into fists. Finally I took the guitar that Sam had played and I screamed and smashed it into pieces on Dad's desk.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
20c. 1981 ADIt was possible that I'd thrown one too many Molotov cocktails over God's fence.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
21c. 1981 ADI don't believe in raw evil." Noah said, "It doesn't care if you believe in itMaggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
22c. 1981 ADNo one was meant to see hell before they got there. No one should have to live with the devil. So many homilies on faith were ruined once you no longer required it for belief.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
23c. 1981 ADIt wasn't that Henry was less of himself in English. He was less of himself out loud. His native language was thought.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗
24c. 1981 ADIs that all?" she whispered.Gansey closed his eyes. "That's all there is.Maggie Stiefvater / quote ↗