02UndatedLook, I don't know who has been telling you over the years that you aren't worthy of love and happiness, but they're idiots. We all deserve it. And if people get hurt along the way, that's life. We've all been hurt. Doesn't that make love more crucial to our lives?Karina Halle / quote ↗
03UndatedYou’re saying we can write our own destiny,” I said, feeling too jaded and stubborn in the moment to believe it. “I am saying,” he said carefully, “that this is not the end of the story. Not the way I am writing it.Karina Halle / quote ↗
04UndatedThe saying goes, if you love something, let it go. I always though it was better to just shoot the damn thing so it'd never go anywhere.Karina Halle / quote ↗
05UndatedWe were vicious and violent but elegant and discreet. There was a dance to all of this, one that kept all things flowing in the right direction, a circle that ensured the smartest and brightest would stay on top, not the man with the most guns and the smallest dick.Karina Halle / quote ↗
06UndatedI slowly, deliberately began to work the blade into his throat. He squirmed and kicked and fought agains tme, but in his current state, I was stronger. His will to live was pathetic, just like he was. Eventually he stopped kicking. I kept cutting. When I was finally done, I was covered in sweat and only a few drops of blood on my shoes and pants. They'd come out in a good wash.I put his head into the garbage and pulled the bag out, making a knot at the end. I hoped it wouldn't leak through. Then I looked around the office. It was a mess before I came in, piles of paper and empty beer bottles scattered around. The addition of his blood and a headless corpse was barely noticeable.Karina Halle / quote ↗
07UndatedAnd what is I was only supposed to burn for a certain amount of time?" I whispered. "What if I was only meant to shine for a while?""Then you truly don't know what stars are meant to do."I looked at him in wonder."They are meant to give us hope in the face of infinity".Karina Halle / quote ↗
08UndatedI’m pretty sure there are some things in the dark that we’re not meant to see.Karina Halle / quote ↗
09UndatedI have to live with my mistakes, but I don’t have to regret them. I regret my actions but I can’t regret the consequences. We all make our own paths in life. Everyone we meet, everything we do, it changes us. It makes us who we are. And, if we’re lucky, we’re given the chance to make things right again.Karina Halle / quote ↗
11UndatedPeople say things are going to be Hell without even the slightest notion of what Hell is.Karina Halle / quote ↗
12UndatedThey say you’re only as old as you feel but try telling that to a ninety-year-old on their deathbed, just wishing he could do all the bloody things he wants to do.Karina Halle / quote ↗
13UndatedWe barely made it inside her room before I pressed her up against the closed door and kissed her until she couldn't breathe, until I couldn't breathe-but who needed air when you had a silken tongue and warm lips and a body that begged to be licked, pinched, stroked.Karina Halle / quote ↗
14UndatedAt the mention of her name, my heart started beating faster. Dawn. Rusty. My muse.Karina Halle / quote ↗
15UndatedBut for many writers, and to borrow a popular cliché, it’s like getting blood from a stone. You have the want and the desire, but with experience and time, your self-doubt becomes louder and your inner critic comes out to play. It silences your creativity. You feel you aren’t allowed to make mistakes.Karina Halle / quote ↗
18UndatedWriting is hard…It gets harder when it becomes your career, your job, because it’s no longer a hobby, it’s no longer a manuscript hidden in your desk drawer. It becomes a platform from which the world can judge you. Your soul becomes target practice, and the critics hold the arrows.Karina Halle / quote ↗
19UndatedI looked like a hipster who broke his arm at a Vampire Weekend concert or some shit like that.Karina Halle / quote ↗
20UndatedIt doesn’t really matter in the end. Most people I talk to don’t take writing seriously. If I tell them I’m an aspiring author, they get that “yeah right” look on their face, which is usually followed by “good luck with that.Karina Halle / quote ↗
21UndatedThat’s what all art is for. Your creations can become anything to anyone. I’ve realized there’s nothing wrong with letting people escape for a few hours. Plus you should hear about all the sex lives I’m saving.Karina Halle / quote ↗
22UndatedI’ve seen him before you know. In real life.” “What? When?” I catch a twinge of hurt in her voice for not filling her in on it earlier. “When I was at Sephora,” I tell her. “So he’s a metrosexual ghost as well?” Dex asks.Karina Halle / quote ↗
23UndatedI never realized how much I loved life until I knew it was being taken away.Karina Halle / quote ↗
24UndatedSometimes… we have a war in our hearts. We’re torn in two directions. The way we feel and the way we should feel. They rarely align. The battle goes on.Karina Halle / quote ↗