01c. 1963 ADWell -- think about this. What if all your actions and choices, good or bad, make no difference to God? What if the pattern is pre-set? No no -- hang on -- this is a question worth struggling with. What if our badness and mistakes are the very thing that set our fate and bring us round to good? What if, for some of us, we can't get there any other way?Donna Tartt / quote ↗
02c. 1963 ADFor humans—trapped in biology—there was no mercy: we lived a while, we fussed around for a bit and died, we rotted in the ground like garbage.Donna Tartt / quote ↗
03c. 1963 ADI wanted her to know just how much I loved her while also letting her know that she bore not one particle of blame for not loving me back.But I wouldn’t say that. It was rosepetals I wanted to throw, not a poison dart.Donna Tartt / quote ↗
04c. 1963 ADI like the idea of living in a city - any city, especially a strange one - like the thought of traffic and crowds, of working in a bookstore, waiting tables in a coffee shop, who knew what kind of odd, solitary life I might slip into? Meals alone, waling the dogs in the evenings; and nobody knowing who I was.Donna Tartt / quote ↗
05c. 1963 ADOver and over I played her favorite Arvo Pärt, as a way of being with her; and she had only to mention recently read novel for me to grab it up hungrily, to be inside her thoughts, a sort of telepathyDonna Tartt / quote ↗
06c. 1963 ADOccasionally a car swooshed by in the rain and its headlights would swing round momentarily and illuminate the room-the pool table, snowshoes on the wall and the rowing machine, the armchair in which Henry sat, motionless, a glass in his hand and the cigarette burning low between his fingers. For a moment his face, pale and watchful as a ghost's, would be caught in the headlights and then, very gradually, it would slide back into the dark.Donna Tartt / quote ↗
07c. 1963 ADEverything takes me longer than I expect. It's the sad truth about life.Donna Tartt / quote ↗
08c. 1963 ADBut romantic vision can also lead one away from certain very hard, ugly truths about life that are important to know.Donna Tartt / quote ↗