01UndatedStill in my coat and hat, I sank onto the stair to read the letter. (I never read without making sure I am in a secure position. I have been like this ever since the age of seven when, sitting on a high wall and reading The Water Babies, I was so seduced by the descriptions of underwater life that I unconsciously relaxed my muscles. Instead of being held buoyant by the water that so vividly surrounded me in my mind, I plummeted to the ground and knocked myself out. I can still feel the scar under my fringe now. Reading can be dangerous.)Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
02UndatedFor at eight o’clock the world came to an end. It was reading time. The hours between eight in the evening and one or two in the morning have always been my magic hours.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
03UndatedMy genius is not so frail a thing that it cowers from the dirty fingers of newspapernen.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
04UndatedHuman lives are not pieces of string that can be separated out from a knot of others and laid out straight. Familes are webs. Impossible to touch one part of it without setting the rest vibrating. Impossible to understand one part without having a sense of the whole.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
05UndatedEverybody has a story. It’s like families. You might not know who they are, might have lost them, but they exist all the same. You might drift apart or you might turn your back on them, but you can’t say you haven’t got them. Same goes for stories.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
06UndatedThe imagination is a healthy thing, and a great many scientific discoveries could not have been made without it, but it need to be harnessed to some serious object if it is to come to anything.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
08UndatedI have closed my study door on the world and shut myself away with people of my imagination. For nearly sixty years I have eavesdropped with impunity on the lives of people who do not exist. I have peeped shamelessly into hearts and bathroom closets. I have leaned over shoulders to follow the movements of quills as they write love letters, wills and confessions. I have watched as lovers love, murderers murder and childern play their make-believe. Prisons and brothels have opened their doors to me; galleons and camel trains have transported me across sea and sand; centuries and continents have fallen away at my bidding. I have spied upon the misdeeds of the mighty and witnessed the nobility of the meek. I have bent so low over sleepers in their beds that they might have felt my breath on their faces. I have seen their dreams.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
09UndatedArt, its completeness, its formedness, its finishedness, had no power to console. Words, on the other hand, were a lifeline.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
10UndatedWhen fear and cold make a statue of you in your bed, don’t expect hard-boned and fleshless truth to come running to your aid. What you need are the plump comforts of a story. The soothing, rocking safety of a lie.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
11UndatedWe all have our sorrows, and although the exact delinaments, weight and dimensions of grief are different for everyone, the color of grief is common to us all. I know, he said, because he was human, and therefore, in a way, he did.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
12UndatedShe had not had the relief of amnesia. She had suffered longer, and she had suffered more. Each second was agony in the first weeks. She was like an amputee in the days before anesthesia, half crazed with pain, astounded that the human body could feel so much and not die of it. But slowly, cell by painful cell, she began to mend. There came a time when it was no longer her whole body that burned with pain but only her heart. And then there came a time when even her heart was able, for a time at least, to feel other emotions besides grief.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
13UndatedBut pecuniary interest is clearly not in your nature. How quaint. I have written about people who don't care for money, but I never expected to meet one. Therefor I conclude that the difficulty concerns integrity. People whose lives are not balanced by a healthy love of money suffer from an appauling obsession with personal integrity." - Vida WinterDiane Setterfield / quote ↗
14UndatedWithout the past to cast its long shadow, might you see the future more clearly?Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
15UndatedPoliteness. Being nice is what's left when you've failed at everything else.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
16UndatedPeople disappear when they die. Their voice, their laughter, the warmth of their breath. Their flesh. Eventually their bones. All living memory of them ceases. This is both dreadful and natural. Yet for some there is an exception to this annihilation. For in the books they write they continue to exist.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
17UndatedIn speech he stretched out his vowel sounds to give his mouth a rest before the next consonant.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
18UndatedHow many times have I gone back to the border of memory and peered into the darkness beyond? But it is not only memories that hover on the border. There are all sorts of phantasmagoria that inhabit that realm. The nightmares of a lonely child. Fairy tales appropriated by a mind hungry for a story. The fantasies of an imaginative little girl anxious to explain to herself the inexplicable. Whatever story I may have discovered on the frontier of forgetting, I do not pretend to myself that is the truth.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
19UndatedI am human. Like all humans, I do not remember my birth. By the time we wake up to ourselves, we are little children, and our advent is something that happened an eternity ago, at the beginning of time. We live like latecomers to the theater; we must catch up as best we can, divining the begging from the shape of later events. - Vida WinterDiane Setterfield / quote ↗
20UndatedBut silence is not a natural environment for stories. They need words. Without them they grown pale, sicken and die. And then they haunt you.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
21UndatedShe was a do-gooder, which means that all the ill she did, she did without realizing it.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
22UndatedMy gripe is not with lovers of the truth but with truth herself. What succor, what consolation is there in truth, compared to a story? What good is truth, at midnight, in the dark, when the wind is roaring like a bear in the chimney? When the lightning strikes shadows on the bedroom wall and the rain taps at the window with its long fingernails? No. When fear and cold make a statue of you in your bed, don't expect hard-boned and fleshless truth to come running to your aid. What you need are the plump comforts of a story. The soothing, rocking safety of a lie.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
23UndatedNo matter how banal the contents, there is always something that touches me. For someone now dead once thought these words significant enough to write them down.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗
24UndatedPoliteness. Now there's a poor man's virtue if ever there was one. What's so admirable about inoffensiveness, I should like to know. After all, it's easily achieved. One needs no particular talent to be polite. On the contrary, being nice is what's left when you've failed at everything else. People with ambition don't give a damn what other people think about them.Diane Setterfield / quote ↗