03c. 1969 ADligion is the opiate of the masses." "I did masses of opiates religiously.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
04c. 1969 ADI thought you might supply some tendernessI lackedBut out of all the things I offered you took mybreath awayand now I want it backCarrie Fisher / quote ↗
05c. 1969 ADTo make him important in one’s life requires an overactive imagination. Unfortunately, mine never knows when to quit.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
06c. 1969 ADSuzanne sat in Roger's chair, staring at the reflection of her dread morning face. Roger browsed his cassette rack. "Do you want calming or stimulating?" he asked her. Suzanne mulled it over for a few moments. It was a question she had asked herself about men.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
07c. 1969 ADI'm sorry it's not Mark - it could've been. It should've been. It might've meant something. Maybe not much, but certainly more.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
08c. 1969 ADActually, I am a failed anorexic. I have anorexic thinking, but I can't seem to muster the behavoirCarrie Fisher / quote ↗
10c. 1969 ADYouth and beauty are not accomplishments. They're the temporary happy byproducts of time and/or DNA. Don't hold your breath for either.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
11c. 1969 ADShe wanted so to be tranquil, to be someone who took walks in the late-afternoon sun, listening to the birds and crickets and feeling the whole world breathe. Instead, she lived in her head like a madwoman locked in a tower, hearing the wind howling through her hair and waiting for someone to come and rescue her from feeling things so deeply that her bones burned.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
12c. 1969 ADOne of the things that baffles me (and there are quite a few) is how there can be so much lingering stigma with regards to mental illness, specifically bipolar disorder. In my opinion, living with manic depression takes a tremendous amount of balls. Not unlike a tour of Afghanistan (though the bombs and bullets, in this case, come from the inside). At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you're living with this illness and functioning at all, it's something to be proud of, not ashamed of.They should issue medals along with the steady stream of medication.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
13c. 1969 ADClothes falling away signals a situation that I'll likely avoid putting into words. If clothes don't dress it up, don't expect talk to, either.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
14c. 1969 ADOh! This'll impress you - I'm actually in the Abnormal Psychology textbook. Obviously my family is so proud. Keep in mind though, I'm a PEZ dispenser and I'm in the abnormal Psychology textbook. Who says you can't have it all?Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
15c. 1969 ADWhile she'd been drying her hair, she'd come up with a new message for her answering machine - "I'm out, deliberately avoiding your call" - and that simple burst of creativity had raised her spirits a bit.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
16c. 1969 ADThe thing about having it all is, it should include having the ability to have it all. Maybe there are some people who know how to have it all. They're probably off in a group somewhere, laughing at those of us who have it all but don't know how to.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
17c. 1969 ADI am always disappointed with someone who loves me - how perfect can he be if he can't see through me?Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
18c. 1969 ADIt seems like I want them to like me for my mind, anyway," she said, "so why not let them go straight for it? Why get them to like my legs? It doesn't seem like that's me. I feel like what I look like is government issue, it's pretty much out of my hands. But I invent the stuff I say. That's me.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
19c. 1969 ADIf Harrison was unable to see that I had feelings for him (at least five, but sometimes as many as seven) then he wasn't as smart as I thought he was – as I knew he was.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
20c. 1969 ADOffstage, I couldn't put things into words, and that was the one thing I'd always been able to rely on. Putting my feelings into words and praying they wouldn't be able to get out again.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
21c. 1969 ADThe only thing worst than being hurt is everyone knowing that yoou're hurt.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
22c. 1969 ADI shot through my twenties like a luminous thread through a dark needle, blazing toward my destination: Nowhere.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
23c. 1969 ADYou were very serious,” her grandmother continued. “You had these big brown eyes and you were always going, ‘What’s that? What’s that?’ You wondered what everything was. You would frown and point a lot, like a conductor looking for your orchestra. You always seemed very busy, like you were between appointments all the time, but you were just a little child.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
24c. 1969 ADI know how closely most of us tend to hold on to whatever cache of patience we've managed to amass over a lifetime and I appreciate your squandering some of your cherished stash here.Carrie Fisher / quote ↗
