01UndatedLove never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
02UndatedThrow your dreams into space like a kite, and you do not know what it will bring back, a new life, a new friend, a new love, a new country.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
03UndatedAnxiety is love's greatest killer. It makes others feel as you might when a drowning man holds on to you. You want to save him, but you know he will strangle you with his panic.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
04UndatedEverything with me is either worship and passion or pity and understanding. I hate rarely, though when I hate, I hate murderously. For example now, I hate the bank and everything connected with it. I also hate Dutch paintings, penis-sucking, parties, and cold rainy weather. But I am much more preoccupied with loving.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
05UndatedLast night I wept. I wept because the process by which I have become woman was painful. I wept because I was no longer a child with a child's blind faith. I wept because my eyes were opened to reality....I wept because I could not believe anymore and I love to believe. I can still love passionately without believing. That means I love humanly. I wept because I have lost my pain and I am not yet accustomed to its absence.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
08UndatedWhen your beauty struck me, it dissolved me. Deep down, I am not different from you. I dreamed you, I wished for your existence. I see in you that part of me which is you. I surrender my sincerity because if I love you it means we share the same fantasies, we share the same madness.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
09UndatedI have such a fear of finding another like myself, and such a desire to find one! I am so utterly lonely, but I also have such a fear that my isolation be broken through, and I no longer be the head and ruler of my universe.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
10UndatedI reserve the right to love many different people at once, and to change my prince often.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
11UndatedAnd sometimes I believe your relentless analysis of June leaves something out, which is your feeling for her beyond knowledge, or in spite of knowledge. I often see how you sob over what you destroy, how you want to stop and just worship; and you do stop, and then a moment later you are at it again with a knife, like a surgeon.What will you do after you have revealed all there is to know about June? Truth. What ferocity in your quest of it. You destroy and you suffer. In some strange way I am not with you, I am against you. We are destined to hold two truths. I love you and I fight you. And you, the same. We will be stronger for it, each of us, stronger with our love and our hate. When you caricature and nail down and tear apart, I hate you. I want to answer you, not with weak or stupid poetry but with a wonder as strong as your reality. I want to fight your surgical knife with all the occult and magical forces of the world.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
12UndatedI am lonely, yet not everybody will do. I don’t know why, some people fill the gaps and others emphasize my loneliness.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
14UndatedWe do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
16UndatedI don’t really want to become normal, average, standard. I want merely to gain in strength, in the courage to live out my life more fully, enjoy more, experience more. I want to develop even more original and more unconventional traitsAnaïs Nin / quote ↗
18UndatedAll those who try to unveil the mysteries always have tragic lives. At the end they are always punished.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
19UndatedI must be a mermaid, Rango. I have no fear of depths and a great fear of shallow living.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
20UndatedWe travel, some of us forever, to seek other states, other lives, other souls.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
21UndatedDo not seek the because - in love there is no because, no reason, no explanation, no solutions.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
23UndatedThere are two ways to reach me: by way of kisses or by way of the imagination. But there is a hierarchy: the kisses alone don't work.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
24UndatedLife is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death.Anaïs Nin / quote ↗
